Baby,
How are you doing? I wish I could see you just once. I just want to know you are okay. I feel like something is wrong with me. Something feels wrong. My heart beats so fast I feel like it might explode. I can't catch my breath and the pain on my left side is so overwhelming at times I just want to fall into a little ball and cry. But I won't. I can't give up right now. I want you to be proud of me and the way I live my life. I don't want to look back and see nothing good. I want to look back and be proud.
