I was reminded of you today.

I held my little, tiny, perfect, niece in my arms today and it took everything inside me to not brake down and cry. I miss you. I smelled her soft skin and beautiful cheeks and wished with all my heart that it could have been you. My heart aches with the pain i feel over losing you. I think about you every day and my heart is broken everyday. I wish i could have held you and smelled you and kissed your soft baby skin. I miss you.