Miss_M

Blue Eyes

My Nephew Jack has the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. They are so bright blue it looks like you are looking into the sky on a cloudless sunny day. They are big and round and I imagine that when he looks at you it is like he is looking into your soul. How amazing to have eyes like that.

My father has blue eyes as well and his will change color depending on the mood he is in. Sometimes they are a steely blue that pierces deep into your mind and makes you feel all icky and sticky.

And sometimes they are warm and welcoming and for just one second you feel loved and accepted. Right off hand I can’t remember any other shades they change into but those two should keep you going for a while.

 

Snow Day

It snowed over the weekend and it is beautiful. The sun was shining today and the wind was blowing which resulted in a sparkely sky. I stood at my office window and just watched it blow in pure amazment at the beauty around me. I wish i could have captured it for you, I think you would have loved it.

Day 1

I never saw you, touched you, felt you.

I never got to see you smile, take your first step, take your first breath.

You were gone before i ever knew you.

I missed your first day on this earth, your first birthday, your first day at school, your first date.

At nights I dream of your soft skin, your warm breath, your smell.

I think of all the things we could have done together. The places we could have gone together, the people we would have met. I think about all the firsts. I dream about meeting you one day. I imagine what your face would look like, what your voice would sound like, how tall you would be. You would be beautiful because you were a part of me. A part I will never see. I ache for you. the pain i feel can not be replaced. For such a short time you were my all. I love you.