Day 1

I never saw you, touched you, felt you.

I never got to see you smile, take your first step, take your first breath.

You were gone before i ever knew you.

I missed your first day on this earth, your first birthday, your first day at school, your first date.

At nights I dream of your soft skin, your warm breath, your smell.

I think of all the things we could have done together. The places we could have gone together, the people we would have met. I think about all the firsts. I dream about meeting you one day. I imagine what your face would look like, what your voice would sound like, how tall you would be. You would be beautiful because you were a part of me. A part I will never see. I ache for you. the pain i feel can not be replaced. For such a short time you were my all. I love you.